Dilemma

 The unfounded reason of nature's indifference, the sky, the limitlessness of trees and their green, the loneliness of a river born in the middle of a cold mountain, the sheer silliness in a lover's lovesick eyes, the loss of words before the greatness of silence and the void between people, inside people, the near death experience in a languid dream of life, the way the wheel revolves around the core, the perfection, sought unknowingly most of the time, the reason behind the way of the universe, how to live a life, how to turn up every day before the table and say and believe great things about humanity, about fire, leaders, about revolution, about God and about love which seems pure as God, how to dive straight into the heaviness of being and drown, the reason behind the resemblance rather than the difference, how does it feel to open your eyes inside the murky waters of a blackened pond, how to be happy with the ego-self that is described on Facebook, how to turn the clock backwards or forwards in time faster than light, and be younger or older till you do not exist anymore, how to turn back on everything and still be the optimum bet on an average species that failed itself.

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